Belakang Tikam
...depression ruptures...My heartfelt apologies for the long absence.January went by in a swift. February sped off so quickly that March had a hard time catching up to take the lead.
Marie Jain said, "it's okay, relax..."
I went to Singapore to celebrate my other-half's birthday in March. I really had a fun time there for a week. It's good to wind out from work once in a while.That week passed in a matter of seconds. And it was back to the same old routine...day in, day out, clock in, clock out...
Marie Jain said, "it's okay, relax..."
Enough of the updates. Many things have happened since I got back from Singapore. I finally got chance to gaze into people and see how they really are on the inside. People I used to refer as friends now walk past me as if I don't exist. The same people who would cry their hearts out to me with problems that need to be fixed emotionally. They squeeze every single drop of your compassion so much so you have none left for yourself. And all those sweet white lies they would shower you with and make you feel like you're fortunate to have friends like them.
But as always, happiness turns to pure unadulterated misery...no, maybe not so much misery, but something closer to disappointment. They hung me out to dry. The irony of this whole shindig is that my friends didn't stab me on my back one at a time, they lunged over me in synchrony. I guess this would be the worst fuck-up I have had in many many years. But then, the more I think of it, everyone I know goes away in the end. I guess for the better or worst, friends happen in your life like lamp-posts you see on the freeway as you whizz pass them.
Marie Jain said, "it's okay, relax..."
....well, I have a bunch of pictures I would like to post but I guess I'll just postpone it until tomorrow.
Marie Jain said, "it's okay, relax..."
Marie Jain said, "it's okay, relax..."
I went to Singapore to celebrate my other-half's birthday in March. I really had a fun time there for a week. It's good to wind out from work once in a while.That week passed in a matter of seconds. And it was back to the same old routine...day in, day out, clock in, clock out...
Marie Jain said, "it's okay, relax..."
Enough of the updates. Many things have happened since I got back from Singapore. I finally got chance to gaze into people and see how they really are on the inside. People I used to refer as friends now walk past me as if I don't exist. The same people who would cry their hearts out to me with problems that need to be fixed emotionally. They squeeze every single drop of your compassion so much so you have none left for yourself. And all those sweet white lies they would shower you with and make you feel like you're fortunate to have friends like them.
But as always, happiness turns to pure unadulterated misery...no, maybe not so much misery, but something closer to disappointment. They hung me out to dry. The irony of this whole shindig is that my friends didn't stab me on my back one at a time, they lunged over me in synchrony. I guess this would be the worst fuck-up I have had in many many years. But then, the more I think of it, everyone I know goes away in the end. I guess for the better or worst, friends happen in your life like lamp-posts you see on the freeway as you whizz pass them.
Marie Jain said, "it's okay, relax..."
....well, I have a bunch of pictures I would like to post but I guess I'll just postpone it until tomorrow.
Marie Jain said, "it's okay, relax..."
posted by odruiid @ 8:15 PM
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